You can find me in the dark cornor where lyies only mysery and suffer, and yet love. Love comes in many forms no one realizes that it can come secretly in your mind and haunt you for the rest of my life. Every night in my bed i dream of nightmares not the scary type of nightmares but of losing someone type of a nightmare. I do see death creeping by my shoulder every now and then. Yet a boy turning into a man is really a kid inside. Who not just sees mysery but see visions of my own death in so many forms. By no spiecies of man can explain. I am fond of my love yet i worry that im lossing her. The last relationship was already suffered enough by the dimiss of a wave and i dont want that to happen between me and my love. I realize i am sane but i do realize i found out the other side of me my other lonly side takes it too far. If you are reading this dont mistake me as a insane man but mark me as a troubled man. Marking my life each step of a time i know i did something wrong that made me think iin this way. Back i know in 8th grade. If i only knew what it was. So you see me in my dark cornor alone sometimes im out of that dark misserable place, but thats only when im with friends or my girl friend. For the remainding time i am in a place no one can get in physically, but maybe metally, maybe some day i will find a way out of here i have been trapped here for about three years. Some times i think to my self and i am in a black empty hallway. For what only man can ossciate this is with fear. Fear of being alone, fear of having no one. Fear the evil deamon that enters the minds of humans. To what only a person who can stop the fear is myself i fear. But what i dont know is if i am able to be strong enough to concur fear. And thats where you'll find me whenever in doubt mostly there. And with a strech mind can only maybe lead a man to insanity.