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Alone in the dark

Thu Jun 25, 2009, 5:26 PM
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Sweeney Todd
  • Reading: how to commit the perfect suecide
  • Watching: Silence of the Lambs
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: death
  • Drinking: achole
You can find me in the dark cornor where lyies only mysery and suffer, and yet love. Love comes in many forms no one realizes that it can come secretly in your mind and haunt you for the rest of my life. Every night in my bed i dream of nightmares not the scary type of nightmares but of losing someone type of a nightmare. I do see death creeping by my shoulder every now and then. Yet a boy turning into a man is really a kid inside. Who not just sees mysery but see visions of my own death in so many forms. By no spiecies of man can explain. I am fond of my love yet i worry that im lossing her. The last relationship was already suffered enough by the dimiss of a wave and i dont want that to happen between me and my love. I realize i am sane but i do realize i found out the other side of me my other lonly side takes it too far. If you are reading this dont mistake me as a insane man but mark me as a troubled man. Marking my life each step of a time i know i did something wrong that made me think iin this way. Back i know in 8th grade. If i only knew what it was. So you see me in my dark cornor alone sometimes im out of that dark misserable place, but thats only when im with friends or my girl friend. For the remainding time i am in a place no one can get in physically, but maybe metally, maybe some day i will find a way out of here i have been trapped here for about three years. Some times i think to my self and i am in a black empty hallway. For what only man can ossciate this is with fear. Fear of being alone, fear of having no one. Fear the evil deamon that enters the minds of humans. To what only a person who can stop the fear is myself i fear. But what i dont know is if i am able to be strong enough to concur fear. And thats where you'll find me whenever in doubt mostly there. And with a strech mind can only maybe lead a man to insanity.

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I am a teenager of horror which for me to write horror is my joy. I love to read other peoples writings even if it is not a horror genre. I am a pack rat and like oldfashened objects. I live in the shadows of know one can find the secret of. My deepest secret...ofcause im not going to say now but in time. As in a poem but puting in my own words patients is the key. I hope you like my page.

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  • Current Residence: Plano, Texas
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  • Interests: Making movies, scripts, hanging out with friends, watching Alfred Hitchcoock's movies and Anim
  • Favourite movie: Polterguist
  • Favourite band or musician: don't have one
  • Favourite genre of music: Mostly Musical and the music at the band from middle school
  • Favourite artist: Don't have one
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poet: Edger Alen Poe, Writer: Agatha Crysty
  • Favourite photographer: Don't have one
  • Favourite style of art: too many to say
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  • Wallpaper of choice: Mrs Lovett
  • Skin of choice: pure white and black eyes
  • Favourite game: grand theift auto 4
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii, playstation 2, PSP, nitindo DS, x box
  • Favourite cartoon character: Suske (when he turns away from the leaf village)
  • Personal Quote: You can find your fate in the graps of evil or good; the one tragic thing is it's your choice.
  • Tools of the Trade: ???

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